Anger & Anxiety Are Better Than Apathy

Anger & Anxiety Are Better Than Apathy

The medication is making it worse and I am sick of it. In this episode I share my how anger and anxiety feels preferable to apathy and why I am choosing to stop the medication I was on…

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79: Understanding Grief, Emotionality and Dissociation

79: Understanding Grief, Emotionality and Dissociation

In this episode I deconstruct the the impact of grief on my mental state and its relationship to dissociation. The catalyst being my dog Max. He suddenly became very sick and may not make it.

This has caused me to introspect, both on how I am feeling about his situation, as well as how emotionally poignant events impact my mental state as well as how I respond to them in turn…

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27: What Grief Feels Like - On Suicide and it's Effects

27: What Grief Feels Like - On Suicide and it's Effects

Grief comes in waves.

In this episode, Zachary discusses what grief feels like, as well as the feelings that arise when someone commits suicide.

Regardless of your proximity to the person, their death can be confusing and can significantly impact you.

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