There’s something wrong with my head,
Chaos overwhelms when I pull the thread.
Nothing’s real and my rationality’s fled.
When I turn inwards and face the dread.
Mental landmines impact my tread,
Realisations growing like bacteria bred…
There is something
Uniquely terrifying
About watching your emotions
Dissipate before your eyes…
The vastness of the ocean
Has been replaced
By the safety of kiddy pool…
Take the damn pill,
You’re on it for a reason.
It’s to stop you feeling ill,
To keep you from self-treason…
Following a recent change of medication, I am hyper aware of its importance for my mental health.
It is easy to think that I am ‘fine’ and ‘don’t need the medication’ - but the person that is fine is the person on the medication, not who I will be without its support.
This time, my mental health rapidly declined. I felt angry, confused and suicidal. When I realised it was caused by stopping my medication, I quickly started taking them again.
I don’t like that I ‘have’ to take them, and perhaps in the future I won’t, but until then, they are a must.
This is shadow work with a twist.
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