Just A Fiction
/My entire sense of self
Is supplanted
By that one undefinable feeling
Of a nothingness with substance
A heavy emptiness
Filled
With a choking void…
My entire sense of self
Is supplanted
By that one undefinable feeling
Of a nothingness with substance
A heavy emptiness
Filled
With a choking void…
i drift
away from you
and
from the parts of me
that know i am drifting
only later
do i see
my wake…
Dissociation is a defence mechanism to complex trauma. In order to survive you block off aspects of your reality that are to confronting to deal with.
Dissociation becomes a habit, making the world feel shallow and unreal. Not only are the negative moments blocked off, but so are the positive.
You just exist in emptiness, with the occasional thought intruding. These thoughts, the ones that get through the dissociation, are raw and powerful and often so overwhelming they cause you to withdraw further.
These thoughts, even the good ones, are triggering. Their force, their power and the associated emotionality is simply too much to handle.
This is shadow work with a twist.
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