Let’s Pledge To Repair
/I know you care
And that you’ll always be there
But our intimacy?
It’s threadbare
Our bodies are no longer aware of the softness we would once share
It’s unfair….
I know you care
And that you’ll always be there
But our intimacy?
It’s threadbare
Our bodies are no longer aware of the softness we would once share
It’s unfair….
Can’t you hear
My silent screams?
Can’t you see
The rope’s sway?
My head is too heavy
To cradle in your arms
I’m loathe
To drive you away…
Do you love me,
Or just the idea of me?
I may be your ‘dream girl’
But I am real,
And that reality is different
From your fantasy…
A moment fragmented
Against a lifetime
Of similar moments
A life shattered
Well before it’s time…
It’s not wrong to disagree
Just make sure you speak fairly
It’s not wrong to say goodbye
Just make sure you first try…
Unspoken desires for more
Dreamed onto canvas
My hand creating an image
Of what my body longs to explore…
Do I miss you
Or what you used to do?
Under the sheets,
Together we flew.
You were always so willing
For my desires to be fulfilling.
Without even asking,
Your every movement thrilling…
Love is a mortgage,
A debt promise of pain.
Paid with interest,
For those you outlive.
Love is making connections
Despite knowing they will be broken.
And it’s the letting go
Of the guilt for doing so…
I look different from the inside.
I know what you see,
But you don’t know what I hide,
You think it’s just smiles and glee.
Really I don’t feel safe to confide,
Cause’ I’ve got demons you see.
They cajole, sow doubts and chide,
Making me question what it is to be me…
You are not what I am wanting.
Don’t offer to change.
The desire to change yourself
Is itself off-putting.
I know myself well enough
To know what I want;
And what I want is not to be found in you.
This is shadow work with a twist.
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